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Cessation Lake

by Dullwood

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1.
(xxo) 01:00
2.
Oh Marianne! Our evenings of marching through the snow Black stems and branches hanging low Like scattered limbs of an amputee On the unfolded wings of a giant swan That lay to rest for a reverie On her long flight home to Avalon Oh Marianne! From the roof beam you were cut loose You keep the scarf that once was your noose Wrapped tight around your porcelain neck When the frosty wind gnaws at our skin With metal teeth through every crack In our vesture's smallest brin Oh Marianne! The specters of your agony and violence Descend from your attic and howl in the silence Of this cold crystalline twilight Oh! do not heed their lures and lurid beauty Vile recollections of ordeal and plight To pull you toward the catastrophe
3.
Jesus, who is with you when you're down Who shares with you the joy of thorny crowns All of the thieves hanging on their cross Can't compensate for what you've lost The love you dragged behind you when you walked And all your weird assumptions when you talked And when Magdalena came to seek you out All you left her was just a shroud Jesus, who will love you when you're gone A motherless and anxious only son The moment when it finally came to you Your father's absent too Oh we never learn Forgiving How come you think We're all that meek To hold the other cheek Jesus, always lovingly disposed As to your friends so you were to your foes And that they didn't understand what for Enraged them even more Jesus, all the stories you have spread That we would meet each other when we're dead The eye up in the sky above all things That stares and never blinks Oh we never learn Forgetting How come you think We are that strong To bring the cross along
4.
The Feel 03:38
Mom, all the dears we knew The precious, oh the few The closer enemies Where have they gone to? The soft machines, the perturbing trees The mezzanines and all the rumbling in the walls When a four-clawed winter crawled Toward our miserable crib And we, piled up on hay Clenched fists to not let slip The warmer hours that seep away Our loose and falling hair The nearest end and we pretend We weren't really there This old ghost fire Needs images to burn And winding in its turn It unfurls and encloses And in a reek of roses The smell of time expired The feel of colder hours flowing Mom, where are we going? And can you say There's been a need to bear your child? Oh Mom can you say There's been a need to bear your child?
5.
The light refrains again The door ajar but I stay in The shade-outlined position Between four solid walls I think the planned transition's only hypothetical Shun the words I've written The mess they have become I'm alone with everyone I know Time's nothing but a traitor Its promises we wait for I shy away from the picture I created of myself Replace it with a painting Of ordeal and bad health Done balancing the good and bad No distance left to run I will let down everyone All gestures seem so paltry Not even death belongs to me The tunes I hummed in silence The poetry I wailed How everything reminds me of just how much I have failed I can't describe the feeling When confidence gone And I'm left alone with everyone I know I'm alone with everyone I know
6.
Three Kids 03:00
By the fountain in our town Three kids are hanging from a tree Their sleepy faces pointing down To winding roots beneath And lo! This peaceful image, Hark! What blissful sounds emerge When their skulls knock on the bark As the cool winds surge (They hum a silent song These old tree’s younger fruit And all the watchdogs bark along In our neighborhood When the night is warm and good And graced by diamond dew At the first beam of the morning They start their song anew) And this whisper caresses the world Through roots, as swaying mud It floods into the earth still un-stillable To encounter in pure reveries In outer worlds, a sound but With ribbons tied to every single syllable.
7.
For the 'visionaire' All his sleepless nights All creation falls Such a waste of time Open window The heaving of the hand Flouting airflow That desecrates the end For the homeless And all occupied space The scorn of freedom Its foul and bitter taste All the roads to walk The distances to stray In all directions Seems safe and sound to stay For the tired mind Drawing figures in the frost To recount the faces Once loved and finally lost For the sleep deprived And all the pain it takes To keep on the light The strain of being awake For their keepsake
8.
From what I know they told me From all that I have heard I was born a beautiful beast Babbling brilliant words Even I myself can't understand And with all I have at hand I cannot penetrate the surface of sheer turmoil My solemn nights as black as oil Everything I know is freely floating through my fingers And my mind won't be at ease Until it ceases Guilt looms in the darkness The horror in the wake And where we ache that's where we'll break Cessation Lake Cessation Lake O Cessation Lake Everything is at stake Your every wave after wave All the blackness you gave The vanishing line Where you marry the night The wet salty breath The dead-bearing death The sand of all urns That the wind turns and turns All you've taken to drown The gold on your ground The bones beneath your mounds The absence of sound The sleep kills the wake O Cessation Lake O beautiful fear It's a long way to here And you blow with a vehemence That no reed can withstand The panic in your heart The futility of a start The hours piling up By the ticking of clocks And you've come to take The sleep and the wake The succession of day After day after day You're a possibility We decide to fight or flee But you stay as a preacher For death is a silent teacher Death is a silent teacher
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What are you up to child You grow so fast I'm losing track of time Do the world's colors cheer up your tired eyes Is the grass really greener on the other side You thought freedom had no borders And love would take us away from here But nature has its orders And soldiers march up at any frontier What did you dream at night Of a place where peace is just a state of mind And did you sleep calmly, your troubles put aside Numbed by all these questions, too tired to reply The solution is proposed But in a language we don't know Each second another door closed And every road that we go takes us farther away from home

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All songs written, recorded, mastered and produced by Dullwood, 2010 - 2012.
Artwork by Dullwood.

This album is under CC-license (CC BY-NC-ND 3.0) and free to distribute.

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released August 8, 2012

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Dullwood Tampa, Florida

Starting with 'Seagull Pheromone', a 2007 demo comprising a few songs written in the course of five years and given away only to a few people on CD-R, the home-recording project Dullwood has produced its first official album 'Ghosts/Recollections' in 2009, which was self-published a year later and was followed by scarce live concerts. ... more

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